aboud me :)

2 tell you d truth m not d type of woman whre man looking forward in a wife. I x really noe hw 2 cook seriously not at all except curry,tomyam, chicken which is all 2minute instant noodles,nsi goreng,ayam msk merah,ayam msk kicap,sup aym. I cant even manage myself,my room is all messed up,I swear n scream a lot and sometimes 4gt my guy:) Some ppl might think dat i am an uncivilized person who shudnt live in diz centuries but I dont care coz it doesnt matter at all. I dont ruin otha ppl life btw,all I care is about myself. M quite a demanding person n I can tear my head off if things doesnt comes up like I wanted it to b:) Very possessive wen it comes to my man. I can scream miles long if I caught my man cheating. I wont hide! I show n I don't care if other ppl knows it! I need som1 who can runs all the chore in the house coz if u expect me 2 do it,u'll end up "waiting-for-nothing" and I know it's not cool. so better dont! Forgiveness wont be easy wen it comes to betrayal. so never back-stabbed me coz I dont tolerate with back-stabbers. but once I love som1, I will love them only. my attitude wont show but my faithful to them shows it all. Like I wont be a hardworking servant for them but I'll work only for them.Please take note!:) D most thing Im looking 4ward in life is to have my own kids. My head is alwez on the cloud and full with beautiful dreams! I think im going to spoil my kids to no end coz Im gonna give them anything they want as long as they're happy and content! I promise to myself Im going to create a pink barbie room for my future daughter no matter how much money I would spend on it coz I wanna make sure I give them everything I dream of the most when I was a kid! Man,this is the fact of who I am..seriously(I'm NOT lying)some ppl will regret 4 being with me,only maybe certain dont but I hardly know if this kind of creature still exist?? If they do..Im just so LUCKY! Im tough to handle u know and Im nothing to compare with a 2 years old kids except they're cute and you can forgive them for acting like one but me? HAHAHAHA! Im deeply very sensitive n I loves n hates people easily too but dont worry,im still considerable with human beings okay? I dun mess around with anyone who dont mess around with me. get what I mean? *wink* GREEN and WHITE never fails to turn me on. it soothe me like no one could understand :) ok,to make it simple. meet me in person if u wanna know me better. The others I leave it to ur imagination... :) thank you! ♥ venia~