Pieces OF Me x)

I m nowhere near perfect.

I eat wen im bored.

Im vulnerable to believing lies.

Im hoping dat one day i wont need a fake smile.

I make up excuses for everything.

I have bestfriend and enemies.

I have drama and memories.

Im an average teenager.

N dats what i call LIFE.

I've made mistakes in my life.

I've let people take advantage of me n i accepted way less than i deserve.

But i've learned from my bad choice and even though there are something

i can never get back and people who will never be sorry.

I'll know better next time and i wont settle for anything less than i deserve.

Im always a mess.

I can never keep my own secret.

I laugh too hard at stupid things.

My favourite song can make me cry.

I live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love.

I hate thinking about reality and im so homesick dat is not even funny.

But not homesick in a missing my house kind of way,

maybe its more like heartsick for all the things that i can't get back.

It's hard for me to define myself.

I guess im just a cliche-the girl who loved to hard and didn't get anything in return.

I don't want to be d heroine in some tragic love story.

I just want a person who has never give me a second thought.

Im a girl who continuely smiles and laugh at herself,

the kind of girls who insecure in her own way,

but yet is happy about who she is!

Wen i think about everything wrong,

i remember how amazing life truly is and the fact that i like being imperfect.

N yet, life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.

so,LOVE the people who treats you RIGHT.. :D

Now,this is me.

What you see is what you get.

Take it or live it.

If you can be bothered to read all of that then good :)

but if not, just talk to me! I don't bite honest. :)

LURVE ~

Do you ever feel like this? You are in a relationship but you don't feel like you're having one at all...sounds pathetic right? yea..i know... ♥

LOVENIA VIANI IS FEELING DOWN !

huhu ! im so sad..

mny things happen afta ku trs trg ngn DD pkra nk sbenar..

i tot DD could undstnd mun ku cyta pkra sbnar.

but..

ku nga ny mcm x paham bh.

afta ku trs trg jk,ny manas..

n nangis,im bad ryte?

cmney la ku boleh mlukakan hti ny?

i feel so down + upset cz ive hurt som1 dat care boud me :(

bcz of my stupidity,ive hurt DD n myself..

n den,ny tyk ku y ku polah ny cmya..

act,i dont mean 2 hurt u dd...

n ku x pnh pn bniat mok menkn perasaan org bha. =(

ny pdh,ny nid tym utk lupakn smua towk.

owkae,ku akn bgi ny masa utk ny lupakn ap j nk pnh blaku.

p sjujurny lam hti aku towk ada rasa terkilan..

terkilan sbb ny x cuba utk memaafkn aku....

malah blame me atas sgalany.

if he could undstnd hw hard n btapa susahny aku mcarik

keyakinan n kberanian utk bterus trg dgn ny.

huh!

rasa mok nangis jk ku ewh..

im in lurve.....

new lyfe :)

new lyfe,new me :)
new me,new lyfe... :)
haha!!
hw 2 bgin a newlyfe huh?
mun smua hal lmk lom gk slesai...
huhh... =.=
help me.....!

LV_200210 xD

hahaaha!
hpy glk rytok ewh.. xD
hee..
only me n ny tauk pa nk tjdi..
4 d first tym ku knk lamar gya.
bkn men mlu gk ku ewh...
merah n panas sa muka ku tym ya.
ya bok lam hp,lom gk f2f..
mun f2f nth cny ku mok tpok muka ku.
hihi! =P
myb cz ya ku pt thn ngn ny slma towk..
ku pn ska ny jwk..
hahaha!
p ku tkut gny mun ny tauk sal pkra sbnar...
msti ny mns.. =.=
mun x pn kcwa.
p ku x kshla pa nk akn tjdi jnji ku padah ngn ny..
n ku trs trg dpd bulak ny..
p ku plukn kbranian n kykinan la..
apa nk akn tjdi,tjdila..
ku nda kisah dpd ku bulak ny n bulak drk ku jwk...
=.=

12.02.2010

its my bewfdae! :)
bt ku x hpy glk bewfdae thn towk.. =.=
mny things hpen n most of it pkra malang.
it suppose 2 b a good day bt it turns 2 badday..;(
so dsappointed!
darn it...
byk org wish ku,hpy jwk rsany;)
thx 4 d wish fwens!
lap u~

11.02.2010

aduhh!

malang na nasib malam towk..

knk ragut dpn kfc... :(

huhh!

nasib just hp knk ragut,mun beg skli?

mampusla ku... :(

p syg jwk ngn hp ya..

byk kenangan bh...

bt den,bgus jwk hp ya hilang.

so dat unwanted person xpt carik ku gk.

malang...malang!

10.02.2010

wad a nice dae :)

today,ku rsa hpy glk..

sbb ku bkwn ngn som1 nk bait n sama palak.

dhla ny lawak,kuat mlatah gkya.

haha :)

bestla knl ngn ny..

mmg bait :)

hop2la persahabatan towk xkn terjejas..

kwn2 ku nk len pn best jwk.

smua bait n undstnding..

i lv all my frens! ^_^

simple things boud mie :)

I AM :....
~ A simple girl
~ Truly optimistic
~ 50% Introvert
~ 50% Extrovert
~ Loves GREEN !!
~ Easily get hurt & sensitive
~ a gudfren ;)
~ Cheerful at heart
~ a good listener
~ Well, that's me..A simple and easy as ABC...

aboud me :)

2 tell you d truth m not d type of woman whre man looking forward in a wife. I x really noe hw 2 cook seriously not at all except curry,tomyam, chicken which is all 2minute instant noodles,nsi goreng,ayam msk merah,ayam msk kicap,sup aym. I cant even manage myself,my room is all messed up,I swear n scream a lot and sometimes 4gt my guy:) Some ppl might think dat i am an uncivilized person who shudnt live in diz centuries but I dont care coz it doesnt matter at all. I dont ruin otha ppl life btw,all I care is about myself. M quite a demanding person n I can tear my head off if things doesnt comes up like I wanted it to b:) Very possessive wen it comes to my man. I can scream miles long if I caught my man cheating. I wont hide! I show n I don't care if other ppl knows it! I need som1 who can runs all the chore in the house coz if u expect me 2 do it,u'll end up "waiting-for-nothing" and I know it's not cool. so better dont! Forgiveness wont be easy wen it comes to betrayal. so never back-stabbed me coz I dont tolerate with back-stabbers. but once I love som1, I will love them only. my attitude wont show but my faithful to them shows it all. Like I wont be a hardworking servant for them but I'll work only for them.Please take note!:) D most thing Im looking 4ward in life is to have my own kids. My head is alwez on the cloud and full with beautiful dreams! I think im going to spoil my kids to no end coz Im gonna give them anything they want as long as they're happy and content! I promise to myself Im going to create a pink barbie room for my future daughter no matter how much money I would spend on it coz I wanna make sure I give them everything I dream of the most when I was a kid! Man,this is the fact of who I am..seriously(I'm NOT lying)some ppl will regret 4 being with me,only maybe certain dont but I hardly know if this kind of creature still exist?? If they do..Im just so LUCKY! Im tough to handle u know and Im nothing to compare with a 2 years old kids except they're cute and you can forgive them for acting like one but me? HAHAHAHA! Im deeply very sensitive n I loves n hates people easily too but dont worry,im still considerable with human beings okay? I dun mess around with anyone who dont mess around with me. get what I mean? *wink* GREEN and WHITE never fails to turn me on. it soothe me like no one could understand :) ok,to make it simple. meet me in person if u wanna know me better. The others I leave it to ur imagination... :) thank you! ♥ venia~